Ash ASHProjecting an illusionDeep within my mind...These memories are just flashes in my headA faint,disappearing dreamIm awaken from.I close my eyes...You are by my side....Trying so hard to reach you,But you disappear every night,And in the morningI cant feel you by my side anymoreThese beautiful lightsI see your face clearlyIm afraid my vision will blurI wont see you again.Painfully I scream your name in the night...In a while I'll disappearBut I never want to let go,SomehowIts you who's breaking me insideEvery morning when I realizeYou'll never be by my sideNever again....Whats leftIs this illusion in my mind,Memories that turn to ashes.
Last Scene Last SceneStill if I turn aroundI'll see your fading picture,Your smile blursWhenever I turn around....I wish I could go back to that time....Everything changed since then,I was not allowedTo ask for a reasonReason you left,Your hand became unreachable for meAnd I...Nothing can be done nowAnd I try not to drown in the painful truthIm hiding this feeling of sorrowWith a smiling face,An error,is too deep...You,who doesnt know this painYou,who makes me fight this warIs it wrong to die for you?Is it wrong to wish to forget?Is it wrong to sink in the pouring rain?Is this the last curtain call?Is this the last song to you?Is it,the illusion of you by my side?Is this theLast Scene?
Fairytale gone bad-A sideI want to count the daysThat pass away without youBut the sands of timeThey flow too fastAll i find is painful truth,Shattered in pieces...I remember the times we had,All the beautiful thingsWe said to each other...Why,every time I hopeThere is a happy ending,I regret the time I lostI couldnt make it real.Still its living inside meThe little piece of loveThat never knewJust how to hate.
Alone In My Own DreamAlone In My Own DreamI'd cry,but I've lost my tearsThey're in your hands,Making a wall between usI'd call your nameBut I can only scream,A sad song can't reach you,Rainy sky doesn't mean anything,So I just laugh and leave,Knowing...I can't sing a sad song,Because you're too far to reach,White wings Im asking for,I gave you my tears,Do my screams reach you?My tears covered with a laughHide a picture of the 2 of us,The Last night,I'll close my eyesAfraid of my own dreams,Because I know.....You are not there.
Murder and The HurtThe pride killed the loveTo the point of forgetting,All the hurt insideI've learned to hide so well.I can't be hurtOne more time,But now,it's only youI can't force myself to love.But now,it's only meThat can hurt YouWith a reassuring smileYet it's only your handThat I can holdWithout any fear,But it's just tooFar to reach.My overflowing prideKilled both your and my loveIn your roomStill reading my goodbye letterNot even noticingThe whole world turned upside downAnd I am goneMy pride killed the love,Love I couldn't showLove I was afraid of,My pride killed the love.